I never took to heart the things I heard about postpartum hormones, but now I am experiencing them. I don't know how "bad" I have gotten it but lets just say, sometimes I am so happy and other times I climb down this deep dark pit of sadness. Little things make me go down that black hole. For instance, we live in apartments and even though I keep my house clean, we still have a bug problem. Last night I went into the kitchen and saw little baby cockroaches, and I just started crying. I don't know why exactly. Its like I don't even know myself anymore. I just really hope that these hormonal kinks get straightened out soon. I want to be my bubbly, happy, carefree self again.